wassup everyone?! damn .. i haven't been able to update in awhile .. i'm either too lazy or just have no time .. but anyways .. how was everyone's first couple days of school?! mine was alright. nothin' worth complaining about, considering i have early dismissal at 12:oO .. so now i'm just try`na find a job .. a full-time job .. w/ the apartment comin' up soon, i really need to start saving up .. but brian sorta got me thinking. he told me that i should just stay at home, at least until i graduate, that way i can just focus at school and my job [whatever it may be] ... but i dunnoe .. whatever happens, happens, right?! yeah .. well SCHOOL! although i HATE waking up early in the morning to get my ass ready and set for school, it isn't really bad once i get there .. all i need is two double shots and i'm good! =) my classes are :

1st: Weight/Strength Training w/ Baxter ..

2nd: Senior Social Studies w/ Hjilmma .. yeah her name is a difficult one .. i actually like her class . she makes it fun

3rd: Spanish II w/ Vlach .. ugh .. he's an ass .. but i can deal

4th: Journalism w/ Kassler .. i'm still contemplating on if i wanna be editor-in-chief again .. which would mean having to stay after school .. all the responsibilities again .. i mean i can still handle it all, it's just would i have the time?! cuz i don't want it to get in the way of whatever job i may get .. i dunnoe .. i'll talk to Kassler about everything ..

.. and then i'm out .. gosh i love the feeling of being able to leave school early, knowing i can't get in trouble anymore! hahah .. JILLION! NO MORE SKIPPIN! NO MORE I.S.S! I'm free after 12:o2 .. hahah anyways .. SARAH MIA BOLLES' 19TH BIRTHDAY was yesterday .. [SEPTEMBER 1ST] .. awwh .. ur gettin' old! haha .. TWO MORE YEARS GIRL! yeah i feel bad cuz we weren't able to do much for her day .. after i got outta school, jillion and sarah came and got me .. then we headed over to Azteca .. ate HELLLA food .. had the waiters sing to sarah for her bday .. aha the look on her face was priceless .. I LOVE YA GIRL! =) but yeah .. then we stopped to see a few old homies .. then went to brian's place and chilled there .. gosh, too bad it was a damn school nite .. we coulda partied .. sorry girl .. this weekend we'll celebrate!  hmm .. what else?! then we dropped off sarah at home .. me and brian came to my place after and spent the rest of the nite here .. gosh i'm so happy with this guy! i miss him! =( tonite's the first nite in like almost 10 days that he didn't spend the nite! who knows .. maybe he'll end up comin' thru later, yeah?! oh well .. i don't want him to end up gettin' tired of me .. i also want him to be able to chill w/ his friends too .. gosh .. now i know what love really feels! dammit .. alright well i'll update again .. hopefully soon .. 'till then .. take care! =) xox ..

wssup everyone!! damn .. i haven't been in here in awhile .. but yeah, these past few days have been pretty goOd .. it's about the last week or so of summer, so i'm try`na make the best of it. anyways, here are some photos for ur viewing pleasure! =P enjoy .. xox

[X] - sarah.me.brian.&harvey .. just chillin' at mi casa

[X] - me & sarah .. haha we were feelin' pretty good..

[X] - me & sarah again .. cheezin' ..

[X] - me&brian! <3

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these ones are from jinelle's 1st birthday!! awwh .. she's soo adorable!

[X] - Jinelle gettin' some zZzzz .. awwh! Richelle! u have the most prettiest babygirl!

[X] - lina & sarah ..

[X] - me & richelle ... haha for some reason? we both look weird/uncomfortable

[X] - jr & sarah ... damn him! haha he diin't wanna cooperate..

[X] - the birthday girl blowin' out her candle ..

[X] - will skelton ..

[X] - me & sarah ..

[X] - jon & jinelle .. awwh gosh whatta cute fam!

why hello there! =P damn .. today was boring as hell .. did nothin' but lay around the house all day 'till jill came durin' her break at taco bell .. she said she got off around 9:oO .. so i decided to go back to work w/ her and wait 'till she got off .. since it was only about an hour .. so i got there, chilled .. talked to one of her co-workers, then 9:oO rolls around and her ass is still working .. cuz i guess her boss had her work an extra hour for today .. but i was a lil' irritated .. so while she was dealin' w/ customers, i went and got the girls .. came back and waited for jill .. after she got off, we all just chilled there for even longer and chatted w/ the other co-workers .. friendly people..but chyeah, there wasn't a damn thing goin' on tonite .. sucked anus! i talked to brian to see if he wanted to chill but his lazy ass decided to stay at his place and sleep early .. BUM! =) lol .. so me, jem, & sarah just decided to chill at my place .. i cooked Fettucine! mmmmmm =P .. haha i'ma heff! but it's ok .. me and jill are gonna start goin' to the gym again .. haha like her ass needs it tho .. iight well here are some pics from this past week .. enjoy! & have a great nite .. xox

[x] - me.sarah.dez .. ugh .. look at my fat arms .. =/

[x] - jem.sarah.dez .. awwh it woulda been more of a cuter pic if my purse and bro's shoes were outta the way ..

[x] - jem.sarah.dez .. haha taking pics in my "nice living room" .. lol it's the forbidden zone, the room that u never sit in, just look at .. haha awwh that nite was fun! my so-called parties .. lol

[x] - me&jem .. the nite after @ bremerton lanes .. haha it's my other "sister" .. lol remember the girl in the bathroom?! hah funny shiit ..

[x] - me.dez.jem.sarah ..

[x] - sarah.dez.jem.me

[x] - me.brian.jem.sarah.dez .. haha my boyfriend looks like he's pimpin' or something?! haha look at his eyes!

hmm .. things lately have been iight .. some whack/dumb/crazy/non-sensed kinda things have been goin' on tho .. yesterday was dustin's birthday in which my sis MELO threw .. awwh girl, i wish i coulda stayed longer .. we haven't chilled in awhile .. WE WILL THO! =) haha yeah .. but the party was fun .. hella people there .. then i had to leave cuz brian was bitchin' .. errr .. i was pisssed .. we didn't end up talking throughout the whole drive from port orchard to bremerton .. but we're good now! we've been having lil' minor arguments lately, but nothing too big .. *whew* .. hehe yeah, he's about to be here soon .. he's playin' pool w/ his boys right now .. anyways .. today i just stayed home, cleaned up around the house, .. yeah just lounged around .. fun shiit .. i was gonna go out to port orchard with melo tonite but i didn't .. oh well, next time! =) iight ..well i'll update more later .. xox

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hi! =) i'm back .. yeah, t`was another nite of chillin' w/ my love! lol .. "GRRRR" hah .. whatta` gay ass .. anyways .. i just got home .. soo tired! brian came and got me after him and his boys played pool and we went over to richelle & jon's place to chill for awhile .. then we left and he was gonna take me home, but i think SOMEONE was feelin' a little tad bit freaky!!! haha .. j/m .. we just wanted to chill more so we went to his place and hung out for a bit .. some good shiiit! =) then before he took me home, we went and got jaCck `n the craCck .. haha i swear, i think i'm addicted to that food .. TWO TACOS//$.99 lol .. yummm! yeah well, now i'm off to bed .. goOdnite everyone! xox ..

oh yeah! uhh .. look what some lame-ass sent me ..

Little girl named Chelsey Mcaun was killed in 1933, by a homicidal
maniac who buried her alive while chanting a satanic chant. "Tomo sama te
bilastat" those were the words spoken, and now you have read them...
anyone who reads the chant will meet this small child. In the middle of
the night she will be on your ceiling, as you sleep. she will suffocate
you as she was suffocated.... unless you send this to at least 20 people
before tommorow, so she will leave you be.

...haha i know ur prolly thinkin' "what the fuck?! that shit's gay/lame/whack/stupid/dumb/fake/etc" ... haha but u kno somewhere in the back of ur mind, it freaks u out at least a little .. lol just the thought of that actually happening .. haha it's ok tho .. i have my kitty to sleep w/ .. haha alright nite!! try and sleep well now!! xox

FREAKIN' AYE!! i can't fuckin' sleep right now .. earlier, last nite .. around 1o:oO .. i was already beginning to become tired, right?! so after chillin' at adam's place .. brian takes me home earlier than usual cuz he knew i wanted to get some sleep .. i come home, pass out around 1:3o .. and then wake up at 3:oO .. and i've been awake since then .. i can't seem to fall asleep .. haha it's soo damn annoying, just layin' in bed .. TRYING to pass out .. damn where's the oxycodone when u need it?!!? .. hmm .. oh well .. at least i'm already up .. to clean and shiit since my ma's been complaining oh so much about it lately .. anyways .. yesterday, jillion finally decides to come out and chill w/ her girls .. damn she's a stranger now! whatsup w/ that jill?! hahah juss playen'! =P but yeah she came and swoOped me up .. then we picked up adrian from work .. got the girls .. then chilled at the waterfront for a bit before heading to brian's // adam's .. their apartments are right nexx door from one another .. but for awhile, we gotta be chillin' nexx door at adam's or right above at keith's [aka travis .. haha u dumb anus! =P] cuz yeah, dumb shiit .. but chyeah, just chilled there last nite .. gosh, u gotta love that beer bong .. haha once i move out, im`a get one of those .. yeah yeah, anywhOo .. today, me and brian are goin' out since we got lazy yesterday .. lol .. we had plans to go to the movies..so we're goin' today .. OH YEAH! i'm trying to setup plans to go clubbin' on friday ... cuz i kno if no one makes the plans, it ain't gon` happen .. haha like always..our homie mike says he can get us v.i.p at any club in seattle?!?! uh huh .. haha we'll see .. hopefully tho .. so yeah, friday, clubbin'! and SATURDAY!! awwh, i'm goin to melo's man's bday party .. yes, haha finally! i haven't chilled w/ melo in FOREVER!! what happened to those days?! lol .. yeah, we're all gettin' older, goin' our separate ways, gettin' jobs .. etc.... it's k tho .. I STILL LOVE U SIS! xox .. yeah well i'll update more later .. 'till then, take care-be safe .. xox

damn whatta` long post .. ahhhhhhhhh i can't sleeeeeeep!